It's a break up and a new start

Don't get fooled by the title, they both are two different subject, first off I deleted all my posts! And now I'm starting over, with better and not constant posts.
To the other thing...

The break up, it's not break up between me and my boyfriend, no. But this is for me and my best friend or ex-best friend. Ex-friend. A few days ago, Emelie she wrote to me to hang out, so we did, we brought ice cream and talked, laughed at joked and she told me a story about stuff and blah blah blah, something I reacted to:
Everytime I wanted to do something, she was always busy, she constantly reacted my invitations, made me feel less important. It started when she meet her friend in her own class around a years ago, it was all fun and game at first but the hints slightly traveled in and it took me quite hard, from being inseparable to.. Separable.
She passed my whole clan, I called her name tried to get her attention, nothing worked. Then she said she didn't see me or hear, quite the good acting. She knew my class she always looks for me, so that was just bullcrap.
Then it began with the "We start in 15 min, we better get going!" they were a door away, it doesn't take 15 or even one minute to take walk that. She started to forget me at school, her five-15 min extra sleep was more important then walking with me in the cold weather in 40 min to school.
Everything she did a year, I cried over it at my boyfriend's place. And he didn't like the way she'd turned out to be.
One other thing that hit me! We had sucha plans. We were going to move together, a joke said we were totally gonna own a cat, fat cat called Benard! Hehe... But then she changed those and told me that her and her friend was going away somewhere. I scold her and she tried to deffend herself with the useless shit she always does.

... So the night we sat there and talking after she finished her long story on how fun she had with her crush her firned and another dude. I could do nothing but listen and get pissed. If she never was so busy, couldn't she give me a call? A text? Anything?! No, becuz she was so busy and she didn't plan that!
She said we'd fallen like that, we're no longer in same class or school even, well more then half her dear friends is like that.
She also told me some people grow apart, she's right, we should have realized that long ago.
I'm tired of her, I'm tired of pleasing her, I'm tried of being nice and stand there listening her. her complaining, her problems, always comforting her and be the one who she always turns to! But in the end she could never stand for me. I really hope she reads this, let her know I've had enough. I have had enough by her framing me for stuff I've never told! Never did.
Well if she is reading this I'll let her know. When posh comes to shove I'll always be there for you, but one thing is for sure, I'll never forgive you, nor be yer friend anymore. We're over. That's final.

I don't have time for you no more, I have more important stuff to do then listen to yer voice. I have more interesting things to do then take yer crap. I've had enough.

Just becuz this isn't between me and my boyfriend, it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.

If I let you know, I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you.